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Everything Is Going According To Plan

May 16, 2005 on 9:03 pm | In General, Trans |

As the title betrays, a large number of things are now going according to plan: girlfriend, job, house, moving, transition, etc. In fact, just recently, when I was in a bit of a funky, I suddenly realized that, for the first time in a year, my transition plans are actually on track. To now have all of these issues whistling like dixie at the same time, I must admit though, is slightly unsettling. I keep expecting shit to hit the fan at some point. Despite Aunite have the occassional wobble of late, I must admit that life has become just pretty darn good.

Speaking of Auntie and the aforementioned wobbles, she has been carrying a heavy load for quite a long time now. Additionally, I don’t think she quite has all of her stress-management ducks in a row just yet. But, in keeping with the optimistic tone of this post, I think she will get there. Oddly enough, her wobbles of late seem to stem from the post-transition depression, or a “what now phase” as she calls it, that many of us go through. I am hoping, though, that as our lives become a bit more stable, comfortable, and relaxed, she will be able to work though what is eating at her.

Anyhoo, life at my new job is progressing, however slowly. It took 3 days just to get a network ID and such, but it’s a corporation of considerable girth. Considering the weekly curry specials and how much I have been enjoying working there and meeting people, I can overlook some of its faults at this point.

Right, time for bed. Take care all!