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Time Passing, A Bit of Research, and that Wholesome Disconnected Feeling

March 21, 2006 on 4:46 pm | In General | No Comments

Okay, okay. I know. It has been ages since I posted. It’s been 22 days in fact, which has my toes wiggling with happiness at the moment. As I have taken the day off ill due a back injury from this weekend and Auntie is nagging me about it, I thought I would drop a wee little post down.

At any rate, my daily grind is still taking it out of me. I’ve been so tired at the end of some weeks that, in Auntie’s words, “at least it is keeping your mind off surgery.” She’s even had to remind me to take care of some details, like scheduling an anti-androgen shot with the local surgery. Heck, I’m only 5 weeks from stopping HRT! So, I guess you could say that time has been passing pretty quickly, a nice change of pace from my last build up to surgery.

On the whole, then, I have actually felt slightly disconnected from SRS itself. Sure, I have been preparing for it, but so much of that has been focused on work or other details, I haven’t really given as much thought to … well, I haven’t obsessed as much as did with FFS. ATM, I am chalking this up to my life being closer to what I really want on a day-to-day basis.

So, I wanted to do some research on anti-androgen shots and whatnot today, so I fired up Ye Old Google Search Engine. After perusing the results for a while, I felt quite disconnected from it all. Bah! Perhaps it’s just my ego getting in the way.

Anyhoo, take care all!